..it's been a long week....I made it thru with only a few tears shed amazing enough!

My baby boy turned 5 last week for those who give a shit! and well there are those that proved themselves and how much they truely love him afer last week, how can you love a child as much as some say they do and not call or give a shit about one of their most important days...hello the day they were brought into this world!! I'm leaving it alone for now....cause I'm pissed when he gets disappointed or his feelings hurt but he had a GREAT one without those people.....the way I see it he doesn't need people like that in his life anymore, now just getting him to forget...ya know? My baby Girl just turned 3 months old yesterday and I swear she is one smart girl already lol she's gonna be the one that gives me the gray hair... Leigh even notices how sweet and rotten Ava is and admits she is(so you know it's bad if Leigh says it, b/c she never thinks kids can be too spoiled lol)Ava already knows how to eat off a spoon as of last week,tries sitting up if she wants to see or if she's on her back and has been rolling over and laughing already for a month now.....i'm still in shock b/c she's doing stuff way early!!SOO YEA Dylan was Darth Vader for halloween it wasn't my choice but w/e makes him happy lol and Ava was a ballerina OMG everyone went crazy over her she was soo damn cute with her diaper booty in little tights, a tootoo and little ballerina shoes, it made me soo happy to see her in it just b/c I hope for her to be a dancer like I was for 10 years although ballet was only 3 years....Anyways back to my week, my aunt from Pa came in and I've been with family alot this week b/c My grandmas surgery went good but now it's not working and she's still very sore and stuff so yea that sucks! My bro came in and stayed here all day Sunday to visit. I miss having him around but he's been so different lately i think he's depressed or stressed out but,I'm almost an aunt hehe baby Sam is due Wednesday, so any day now I get a niece and can't wait! I hope the kids get to be close like me and Stuart! Oh I forgot i got my hair done friday and I love it!! It got all chopped off or like 6 inches did and it's still not really short or anything...I couldn't believe how damn long my hair had gotten b/c I kept it up soo much. Leigh tripped out when she saw how much I got cut off but then she embarrased the shit out of me b/c I turned around to show her and she busted out with her sweet stuff in front of her mother lol i was blushing soo bad and trying to hide it. All the way home Dylan kept saying "mommy you don't look like my mommy you look different b/c you don't have your brown hair anymore" haha kids will always say truth....anyways I need to go for now my baby girl needs to eat*muah* HAPPY DAY TO YA!